I really don't need this

I am really, really mad. I have this dark cloud of depression over me that has dumped on me at work.

Have you ever been so mad that your can't talk or write about it? You want to express it but just saying one word about it makes your insides churn and your tongue. I am at that stage right now. I need to just get some distance.

I wish it was Friday so I could take off right now for the Hamptons. But it isn'tI can't take off Friday because of the s**t I pulled last time.

Going to make myself a bowl of bananas and soymilk.